Kākau ʻia na Shannon McGrew

ʻAʻohe mea ʻoluʻolu ʻē aʻe ma mua o ka nānā ʻana i kahi kiʻi ʻoniʻoni a makemake ʻole loa i ka 98% o ka mea āu i nānā wale ai. Ma ke ʻano he mea hōʻino kiʻiʻoniʻoni, hoʻāʻo wau e ʻike i ka ʻili kala i loko o nā kiʻi ʻoniʻoni āpau, kahi mea e makemake ai iaʻu e hoʻi hou, akā aia kekahi mau hanana kakaikahi kahi mea ʻole loa. ʻO ia ka hihia no ke kiʻi ʻoniʻoni a me nā moemoeā Mekiko "ʻO mākou ke kino" mai ke alakaʻi ʻo Emiliano Rocha Minter. ʻO ke kiʻi ʻoniʻoni kahi punahele punahele, e hoʻonāukiuki ana i nā hoʻopaʻapaʻa a me nā hopena ikaika mai ka poʻe i loaʻa ka manawa e ʻike ai. He mea pā wau i nā kiʻi paʻi hoʻopaʻapaʻa, a ʻaʻole loa wau e noʻonoʻo iaʻu iho he prude, akā ʻo ka hoʻokumu ʻana i kahi kiʻi ʻoniʻoni e pili ana i ka pīhoihoi me ka mea liʻiliʻi a maikaʻi ʻole paha kahi mea aʻu e hauʻoli nei e nānā.

"ʻO mākou ke kino" kahi kiʻi hoʻoweliweli post-apocalyptic e pili ana i nā kaikaina e ʻike i kahi hale i haʻalele ʻia e kahi kāne pohihihi, nāna e hāʻawi iā lākou i kahi hoʻomaha a me ka meaʻai i pānaʻi no lākou e hoʻokani nei i kāna mau moʻoho pīhoihoi. Hōkū ʻia ke kiʻi ʻoniʻoni ʻo Noe Hernandez, Maria Evoli a me Diego Gamaliel a hoʻokomo pū ʻia me nā kumuhana e like me ka incest, rape, necrophilia a me nā hana kolohe me nā fetishism e pili ana i ka mimi a me ka menstruation. He holo kū ʻole ia ma ke kaʻaahi pupule me ka pau ʻole o ka pūnaewele. He 79 mau minuke ka lōʻihi o ke kiʻi ʻoniʻoni, akā ua like ia me kahi kiʻi ʻoniʻoni 3 hola i hōʻeha iā ʻoe i kēlā me kēia manawa. ʻO ia kekahi o kēlā mau kiʻi ʻoniʻoni e makemake ana e lilo i mea nui, noʻeau, e neʻe paha, akā i ka hopena, he puʻu puʻu wale nō ia o nā kumuhana kolohe a me nā mea hilahila ʻole e kūpono ʻole me nā mea e hana nei i ka moʻolelo.

I kēia manawa ua ʻike ʻoe i koʻu mau manaʻo maoli ma ke kumuhana, e komo i ka hana. I ka ʻoiaʻiʻo, ʻaʻole maikaʻi ka hana ʻana. Aia kekahi taleni ma aneʻi a ʻo ia kekahi o nā mea liʻiliʻi i hiki ke nānā i kēia kiʻi ʻoniʻoni. Makemake au e ʻike i kēia mau mea hana keaka i nā ʻano ʻokoʻa e ʻae iā lākou e ʻimi hou aku i kā lākou hana keaka. Kūpono ka pae o ka makaʻu i ka hana ʻana i kiʻi ʻoniʻoni e like me kēia, no laila ke hoʻomaikaʻi aku nei wau iā lākou no ka hele ʻana i waho āpau, makemake wau e ʻike hou i kā lākou kālena a me ka liʻiliʻi o kā lākou genitalia. ʻO ka hiʻohiʻona ʻē aʻe o kēia kiʻi ʻoniʻoni aʻu i makemake maoli ai ka paleta kala i hoʻohana ʻia. Hoʻomaka ka kiʻi ʻoniʻoni me nā kala muted hou, i nā leo hina a me nā brown, a hoʻololi lohi i nā neon kala, kahi e hiki ai iaʻu ke noʻonoʻo he mea hōʻailona i ka "kuko" e waiho nei. Ua mahalo au i nā koho kala a hana ʻia nā ʻaoʻao o ke kiʻi ʻoniʻoni i ka nānā ʻana.

E pili ana i nā makaʻu, ʻaʻohe mea. Eia hou, pili kēia kiʻi ʻoniʻoni i ka waiwai weliweli a me ka makaʻu ʻole. Makemake ia e hōʻoluʻolu iā ʻoe e like me ka hiki i ke kanaka me ka ʻole o kekahi mea e kākoʻo iā ia. Ua nānā au i nā kiʻi ʻoniʻoni e like me "He kiʻi ʻoniʻoni Serbia" a "Make Loa" a hoʻomaopopo, i kahi kekelē, kahi e hele mai ai ka luna. ʻAʻole wau i hōʻoluʻolu a pīhoihoi hoʻi i kēlā mau kiʻi ʻoniʻoni akā ʻaʻole i hoʻopailua loa ʻia e like me aʻu "ʻO mākou ke kino."  E pili ana i ka hana ʻino a me ka huhū, nui ka nui, no laila inā ʻoe he puʻupuʻu puʻupuʻu, e māʻona paha ʻoe. ʻAʻole ia he mea nui naʻu ka puʻukū, no ka mea like ia me nā mea ʻē aʻe āu e ʻike ai i kahi kiʻi ʻoniʻoni weliweli, inā paha he mau pepehi kanaka hoihoi a hoʻāʻo paha lākou e hana i kahi mea kūikawā a laila ʻoi aku paha wau ma luna o ka moku, akā ʻo ia nā hiʻohiʻona tripe like āu e ʻike ai ma nā kiʻi ʻoniʻoni weliweli ʻē aʻe. E pili ana i ka moekolohe, ʻo ia ke ʻano o kēia kiʻi ʻoniʻoni. E like me kaʻu i ʻōlelo ai ma luna, ua komo lākou i loko o ka hōʻoki kino me kahi pūliki niho maikaʻi a ʻoluʻolu ʻole ke nānā. ʻIke maoli wau e like me kekahi o nā pahuhopu o kēia kiʻi ʻoniʻoni ke ʻike i ka mamao e hiki ai iā lākou ke pahu i ka envelope me nā kiʻi mau o ka genitalia a me ka fetishism. ʻAʻohe mea hewa me ka ʻōlohelohe, he mea aʻu e manaʻo ai e ʻapo mau ʻia i kā mākou moʻomeheu, akā ʻo ka hōʻike pinepine ʻana i ka pue wahine a i ʻole ka hoʻokamakama paha kekahi mea aʻu e pilikia ai. Inā ʻaʻohe ou pono a kumu paha e hoʻohui iā ia i kāu kiʻi ʻoniʻoni, no ke aha e hana ai?

Ma ka hapanui, ʻo kēia kekahi o kēlā mau kiʻi ʻoniʻoni ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke ʻōlelo i ka poʻe. ʻIke wau ma hope o ka heluhelu ʻana i kēia loiloi he nui nā mea ou e hoʻohui i kēia i kāu lālani o nā kiʻi ʻoniʻoni e nānā ma muli o kona ʻano hakakā. Eia naʻe, ke noi aku nei au iā ʻoe e ʻimi i kahi mea ʻokoʻa me nā mea ʻoi aku. ʻAʻole kēia he kiʻi ʻoniʻoni e uhaʻi nei i nā stereotypes a i ʻole e hana ana i kahi leka, ke hoʻāʻo wale nei nō e hoʻoweliweli iā ʻoe no ka mea ʻaʻohe mea ʻē aʻe e kū ai kēia kiʻi ʻoniʻoni. Aloha ʻoe iā ʻoe iho a lele ma luna o kēia, aia kekahi mau kiʻi ʻē aʻe he nui loa ma waho.