He ahiahi Pōʻakahi mālie kēia, akā hopohopo wau. ʻAno wau e holoholo a puni ka lumi lumi a ke kali nei i kahi kelepona e kokoke ana wau e hana.

ʻIke ʻoe, ʻaʻole kēia he kelepona wale nō a ʻaʻole ia he nīnauele wale nō. E nīnauele ana wau iā JILL LARSON, e like me THE Jill Larson. He mea hana keaka kēia ma kaʻu kīwī ʻelima mau lā o ka pule i koʻu wā e ulu ana.

Ua pāʻani ʻo ia iā Opal Cortlandt ma "All My Children" a ʻaʻole i hala koʻu makuahine i kahi hanana i koʻu wā kamaliʻi. Ua haʻi wau i koʻu makuahine e nīnauele ana wau me ia a manaʻo wau ʻo ka manawa mua loa ia o kona hoihoi nui e pili ana i kahi mea aʻu e kākau nei.

Akā ma ʻō aku o ia mea, lilo ʻo ia i mea hoʻokani wahine i hōkū i ke poʻo inoa i loko ʻO ka lawe ʻana iā Deborah Logan, kahi pololei i ke kīwī kūʻokoʻa wikiō i lawe maoli i ka pūnaewele e ka ʻino e hoʻomaka ana i ka hopena o 2014. E alo ia, inā ʻoe e heluhelu ana i kēia, ua lohe ʻoe i ka kiʻi ʻoniʻoni ma ka liʻiliʻi loa, a inā ʻoe i ʻike, a laila maopopo iā ʻoe ʻo Jill Larson ka mea weliweli e like me nā mea hana keaka ʻē aʻe aʻu i ʻike ai.

Hāʻawi ʻo ia i kahi hana haʻahaʻa akā maikaʻi e like me ka hāʻawi ʻana a Deborah's Alzheimer i ka haehae ʻana i ka ʻili, ka lawe ʻana i ka nahesa. ʻO ia kekahi o kaʻu mau kiʻi ʻoniʻoni punahele o ka makahiki a ke hele nei i ka wā e makemake ai kaʻu mau hoaaloha e ʻike i kahi mea a lākou i ʻike ʻole ai ma mua.

No laila, ʻae. Weliweli au. Loaʻa iaʻu ka leka uila e ʻōlelo ana ua mākaukau ʻo ia e hoʻomaka a me nā manamana haʻalulu, ua kī wau i kāna helu. Ke heihei nei koʻu noʻonoʻo (OH KAKU AKUA, HE HUELELE PELA ʻO DEBORAH LOGAN. OH KANAKA, E ʻ Tlelo aku ana au i ka wahine nāna i hāʻawi iā PALMER CORTLANDT i kahi holo no kāna kālā no nā makahiki ma kaʻu mau keiki āpau. OH MY GOD…)

ʻO kahi leo momona, leo mālie e pane ana i ke kelepona. "Aloha?"

"ʻO Mrs., eh, Miss Lar-Larson?"

"ʻO Waylon kēia?"

"ʻAe, e ka wahine."

"ʻAe, e kāhea ʻoe iaʻu ʻo Jill, maikaʻi?"

A i loko o kēlā manawa hoʻokahi, aloha nui wau. Hoʻolālā mākou i nā minuke e hiki mai ana e kamaʻilio wale ana a e ʻike maikaʻi ai kekahi i kekahi. 'Telllelo aku wau iā ia he mea aloha nuiʻo makuahine a haʻiʻo ia iaʻu e aloha iā ia i ka manawa a mākou e kamaʻilio hou ai.

Kamaʻilio mākou e pili ana i ka ʻoihana o ke keaka kopa liʻiliʻi a i ka hopena, hana mākou i kahi e pili ana i ke kumuhana o nā kiʻi ʻoniʻoni weliweli a ʻO ka lawe ʻana iā Deborah Logan.

Ke noi aku nei wau iā ia inā aia kekahi ʻano i ka lawe ʻana i kēia kuleana. Uaʻike wauʻo kāna kiʻiʻoniʻoni weliweli mua kēia āna i hana ai, akā ua haʻalele ʻo ia i ka pōkā maoli.

"Totally," hoʻomaka ʻo ia. "Totally. Ua nui ka haʻihaʻi no ka mea ʻaʻole au i ʻike i kahi kiʻi hoʻoweliweli. ”

E kali. ?

"ʻAʻole, ʻaʻole wau i ʻike i kekahi a ʻoiai mākou ma ke wahi pana, ua noʻonoʻo wau, pono wau e nānā pono i hoʻokahi. E hoʻāʻo wau iā Rosemary's Baby, ʻike ʻoe? No laila, i hoʻokahi pō ma hope o ke kī ʻana, huki au iā ia e kiaʻi a kuhi wau ua loaʻa paha iaʻu ma kahi o ka hapalua hola a i ka wā a lākou i iho ai i lalo o ka hale haʻahaʻa a hoʻomaka kēlā mau spooks e hoʻomaka, pono wau e hoʻopau. Ua like wau me, 'E kala mai, ʻaʻole hiki ke hana i kēia.' No laila, hiki ke ʻōlelo ʻia ʻaʻole au i ʻike i kekahi.

“Ua kiaʻi au [ʻO Deborah Logan]. Akā ʻoiaʻiʻo, ʻaʻole ia he mea weliweli iaʻu no ka mea ʻike wau he aha ia. A hoihoi wau e ʻike. A ʻo ʻoe hoʻi, ke nānā aku ʻoe i kāu hana ponoʻī, he ʻano pīhoihoi ia. No laila, ʻaʻole, ʻaʻole, ʻaʻole wau i ʻike i kahi kiʻi ʻoniʻoni weliweli ma mua a he nui kaʻu mau reticence. ʻAʻole hiki iaʻu ke hahai maoli i ka moʻolelo. Ua heluhelu wau i ka palapala a ua heluhelu wau i ka palapala a laila aia ka mōhai o nā wahine puʻupaʻa a me nā moʻo a pēlā aku. A ʻo wau wale nō, hoʻomau wau i ka ʻōlelo, ʻaʻole i loaʻa iaʻu ka mea e hana ʻia. Akā mahalo iā Adam [Robitel, ke alakaʻi], ua lawe ʻo ia iaʻu ma mua, a he kupaianaha ʻo ia a ua loaʻa iaʻu ma waena. "

I ka manawa aʻu i ʻōlelo ai ua ʻōlelo mai ʻo Adam iaʻu e pili ana i kāna pūʻali koa ma ke kiʻi ʻoniʻoni a me kona pūʻiwa i kona makemake e lele wale i loko a hele pū me nā mea e hana nei. ia, i ke kaʻina hana, leʻaleʻa wale ia. A ʻo ia ke ʻano o ka mea maʻamau āu e hana ʻole ai. Akā ʻike ʻoe, ma ka liʻiliʻi noʻu, ALOHA mau wau e pāʻani i kekahi mea ma kahi iki o kā lākou pōhaku. Leʻaleʻa loa ia, a no nā kumu ʻē aʻe ... Manaʻo wau e ʻōlelo kaʻu kaikamahine no ka mea ua hapa wau ma laila, akā manuahi loa ia, ʻike ʻoe? ʻAʻole pono ʻoe e hōʻoia i kāu hana a i kēlā me kēia neʻe a i ʻole kēlā me kēia twitch.

"ʻAʻole maopopo iaʻu inā no ka mea he mea hana wau a he aha paha, akā manaʻo wau he manawa kūpono kā mākou āpau ke manaʻo mākou he kanaka kekahi ma kekahi ʻano a ʻano ʻē aʻe paha. ʻOiai inā wale nō, e like me, hoʻomaʻemaʻe ʻoe i kou hale a pili wale ʻoe i loko o ia mea a pēlā ʻoe e hana ai a hiki i kou hāʻule ʻana a i ʻole nā ​​mea ʻē aʻe, ʻike ʻoe. ʻO ia ... iaʻu he mea maʻalahi a manuahi loa ia e pāʻani. A leʻaleʻa maoli ia, a ʻo ka nui o kaʻu maʻa a noho i loko o ka manaʻo o kēia pediatrician, ua kanu ke kanaka make i ka pā o hope ... ʻo ka mea hou, e, ʻaʻole maopopo iaʻu, ʻo ka nui o ka leʻaleʻa. A hana maoli ʻia i ke kiʻi ʻoniʻoni. "

I kēia manawa, ua noho mākou ʻelua a ʻoluʻolu maoli me kekahi i ke kaʻina ninaninau, no laila ua hoʻomaka ʻo ia e wehe i kahi mea hou aʻe e pili ana i kāna mau hoa hana, ka hui hana a me ke alakaʻi, a * haʻalulu * nā nahesa.

"Jill," i ʻōlelo au, "ʻAʻole maopopo iaʻu pehea ʻoe i hana ai me kēlā mau moʻo. Ua makaʻu loa wau i ka hele wāwae ʻana i ka set! ”

"ʻAʻole wau i ʻike i koʻu ʻano e pili ana i ka nahesa a ʻaʻole wau i noʻonoʻo nui iā lākou a hiki i ka lā i hiki mai ai ka mea lawe nahesa. A ʻo Anne Ramsey, ka mea hoʻokani i kaʻu kaikamahine i ke kiʻi ʻoniʻoni a ʻoi aku ka nui o ka adventurous ma mua o aʻu, ua hoʻopili koke ʻia kēlā mea ʻino i kona poʻohiwi. ʻO ia hoʻi kahi mea hoʻoikaika maikaʻi naʻu no ka mea hiki iaʻu ke ʻike iā ia a noʻonoʻo, 'ʻAe maikaʻi, hiki iā ia ke hana i kēlā. Hiki iaʻu ke kiʻi i hoʻokahi no kēia hanana. ' A liʻiliʻi iki ia i ka mua, akā ua maikaʻi. ʻAʻole ia he pilikia iaʻu. "

ʻO Anne Ramsey, me he mea lā, he mālie akā no ka hoʻoikaika ʻana no Miss Larson ma ka set.

“Hana malū ʻo Anne. Hana maoli ʻo ia i kāna hana ponoʻī a ʻeli loa ia, akā ʻaʻole hana nui ʻo ia i ka launa pū ʻana. ʻAʻole like ia me kā mākou kau pū ʻana. Nui koʻu mahalo iā ia. He mea hauʻoli ia e hana pū me ia no ka mea ua ʻike wau he hoa pili nui koʻu na ka sparring. I kēlā ʻano, he hauʻoli. Noho ʻo ia a hoʻokahi hola a ʻelua paha i hoʻokahi ʻauinalā a kamaʻilio e pili ana i ka moʻolelo hope a me kā mākou pili, akā ma ʻō aku o ia mea ua hana ʻia nā ʻano āpau ma ka set. ʻAno kaumaha loa wau i koʻu hiki ʻana i ke kahua no ka mea ua ʻōlelo ʻo Adamu, 'ʻAe hiki iā ʻoe ke hoʻolei wale i kāu palapala, e hoʻomaʻamaʻa wale mākou i kekahi o kēia mau mea.' A ke noʻonoʻo nei wau, ʻaʻole wikiwiki wau i koʻu mau wāwae. ʻAʻole wau e maikaʻi ma kēlā. ' Akā i kahi ʻano ʻakaʻaka, hoʻokuʻu wale ia. A maikaʻi ʻo ia [Anne} iā ia i lawe wale mai ai iaʻu me ia a hōʻoluʻolu iaʻu. ”

A e pili ana i ka hana ʻana i ka hana nui?

“ʻĀ, maikaʻi ia. ʻAʻole wale ma muli o ʻAdamu, akā no nā mea hana i kahaha. ʻIke ʻoe, mālama mau ʻo Rene [Besson] iā mākou a hopohopo mau e lilo ke kaiapuni i mea kūpono i ka hana ʻana i kā mākou hana ʻoi loa. A nānā ʻo ia iā mākou ... maikaʻi [ʻakaʻaka] koe wale no kēlā manawa ke hele wau i waho i koʻu kapa moe e ʻeli ana i ka lepo a kali lākou a hiki i ka hola 2:30 o ke kakahiaka e kī aku ai a ua paʻa ka hau. Akā ʻē aʻe ma mua o kēlā, ʻo ia… ua ʻike lākou he ʻano ʻoihana loa kā ka set a me kahi mālie a kūpono hoʻi. A ua hiki iā Adamu ke kū ma hope o ka monitor me kāna honu liʻiliʻi i huki ʻia i luna o kona alo a ua hele wale kona mau maka a ʻano makaʻu a ʻūlū hoʻi ʻo ia, 'E kuʻu akua, makaʻu loa wau!' A leʻaleʻa nō ia. "

Akā i kahi mamao, ʻo kaʻu mau moʻolelo punahele āna i kaʻana aku ai i kekahi o nā mea i hiki mai ma hope o ka hoʻomaka ʻana o ke kiʻi ʻoniʻoni a hoʻomaka ka poʻe e ʻike iā ia no ia ma ke alanui.

"I ka hoʻomaka, manaʻo wau ua hoʻohoka wale mākou a pau i ka loaʻa ʻole o kahi hoʻokuʻu keaka. He mea hoʻohoka maoli nō ia, akā ʻaʻole au i ʻike i ke ʻano o ia mea. Ua ʻike wau ua kū ʻo VOD no ka Video On Demand, akā ʻaʻole au i ʻike i ka mea e kali ai mai kēlā a i ʻole pehea e ana iā ia. No laila, ua manaʻo wau, ʻē, aia kekahi kiʻi ʻoniʻoni e pono e nānā i ka ʻole. Akā maikaʻi, maliʻa paha i kekahi lā. A laila hoʻomaka wau e kiʻi i ka poʻe ma ke alanui e hele mai iaʻu a manaʻo wau makemake lākou e kamaʻilio e pili ana iā Opal a ʻaʻole lākou i ʻike e pili ana iā ia. E kamaʻilio ana lākou e pili ana iā Deborah Logan!

"I kekahi lā, aia wau i ke subway a aia kekahi mau haumāna kula kiʻekiʻe e kū ana a puni kekahi o nā pou subway, e kamaʻilio ana. Ke heluhelu nei wau i kekahi mea a lohe ʻia wau, 'like kona ʻano me ia!' A ke noʻonoʻo nei wau, 'like nā ʻōpio, like wale lākou āpau e kamaʻilio pū kekahi, ʻaʻole anei?' A laila lohe wau i kekahi o lākou e ʻōlelo ana, 'ʻAe, ua loaʻa iā Alzheimer.' A nānā akula au a ʻike wau ke kamaʻilio nei lākou noʻu! "

Akā eia kaʻu moʻolelo punahele āna i haʻi ai.

"ʻO wau a me kaʻu kaikamahine kahi hana hilarious. Aia mākou ma Denny's ma kahi o 9:30 a 10 paha i ka pō i ke kaona liʻiliʻi kahi e hele ai i ke kula. ʻAʻohe mea ʻē aʻe i hāmama a aia mākou ma laila, a hele mai kēia keiki ʻōpio iaʻu a ʻōlelo mai, 'Um ... e kala mai iaʻu, akā um ... ʻo ʻoe ʻo Jill Larson?' A ʻōlelo wau, 'ʻAe, ʻo wau nō.' A hoʻi maoli ʻo ia i hope a haʻalulu ʻo ia i ke kino, a ke ʻōlelo nei ʻo ia, 'E kuʻu Akua, makaʻu loa wau. ʻAʻole hiki iaʻu ke piliwi. Makaʻu loa wau iā ʻoe! E hoʻokele ana wau me kuʻu ipo wahine e ka ululāʻau i ka pō nei a ua ʻōlelo wau iā ia, pono mākou e wikiwiki no ka mea inā e puka ʻo Deborah Logan mai ka ulu lāʻau? ' A hele mau ʻo ia, a ua nīnau wau iā ia inā makemake ʻo ia e paʻi kiʻi a ʻōlelo ʻo ia, 'ʻ,, ʻae, aloha wau iā ia!' Akā ʻaʻole hiki iā ia ke pili kokoke iaʻu e kiʻi i kahi kiʻi maikaʻi!

"No laila, ua hoʻi ʻo ia i kāna pākaukau a ma hope hele aku kaʻu kaikamahine e hoʻohana i ka lua a hele ʻo ia ma ko lākou pākaukau a ʻōlelo ʻo ia," Pehea ʻoe i ʻike ai iā ia? Pehea ʻoe i ʻike ai ʻo Deborah Logan ia? ' A ʻōlelo ʻo ia, 'ʻAe, ʻai ʻo ia i ke kiʻi ʻoniʻoni a ʻai ʻo ia i ke ola maoli e like me ke ala like.' He nani wale ia; ʻo ia maoli nō. ”

I ka hopena o ka lā, ʻoiai ʻaʻole mākaukau ʻo ia e hana i ka nānā ʻana i nā kiʻi ʻoniʻoni weliweli, ua hele aku ʻo ia mai ka ʻike holoʻokoʻa me kahi ʻano ʻokoʻa ma luna o lākou ma mua o ka wā i hoʻomaka ai. A, wahi a ia, ʻaʻole i hana ʻia me ka weliweli i kēia manawa.

"Me he mea lā ua hoʻolilo wau i hoʻokahi pule e hana ana, kahi kuleana liʻiliʻi wale nō, ma kahi kiʻi hoʻoweliweli i kēia hāʻule. Ua like kēia me ka wā aʻu i hoʻomaka ai e hana i nā kopa. He like ia me ka ʻike ʻana i kahi honua hou a aia kēia kaiāulu nui i hoʻolaʻa piha ʻia i kēia ʻano. Ua hoʻolauna mai ʻo ʻAdamu iaʻu i kēia ao a me ke ʻano o ka hana ʻana i nā kiʻi ʻoniʻoni weliweli. A ʻo wau, ʻo wau iho, ʻaʻole wau i ʻike i ka hoʻopiʻi a lākou ma mua, ua maopopo iaʻu he ʻano like paha ia me ka hele ʻana i ka lole wili ma kahi pā leʻaleʻa. ʻO ka pīhoihoi a me ka makaʻu o ka makaʻu i ke kiʻi ʻoniʻoni kēia wikiwiki no ka poʻe hoʻolohe a me ka poʻe e leʻaleʻa iā lākou.

"Ua hauʻoli wau noʻAdamu a me nā mea a pau e hoʻokomo nui i kēia kiʻiʻoniʻoni i loaʻa iā ia ke ʻano o ka hōʻike i loaʻa iā ia. Ua like ia me ka ʻenekini liʻiliʻi i hiki i kekahi manawa. A mai noʻonoʻo ʻaʻole wau mahalo i nā poʻe āpau i kākau i nā mea maikaʻi e pili ana iaʻu a i hoʻokau iā mākou ma kā lākou papa inoa he ʻumi. Loaʻa iaʻu koʻu kiʻi mai iHorror! Ua hoʻouna mai lākou iaʻu hoʻokahi a hauʻoli loa wau i ia mea! ”

I kā mākou ʻōlelo ʻana a ua kau wau i ke kelepona i loko o kahi ʻano o ka hōkū i kū i ka haze, ʻo koʻu manaʻo mua ʻo ia kona ʻano, a ʻaʻohe mea i koi ʻia e pili ana. ʻO koʻu manaʻo ʻelua e pili ana i kēlā wili kiʻi ʻoniʻoni weliweli āna e kamaʻilio nei. Hilinaʻi iaʻu, e Jill Larson, mākaukau mākou e holoholo ma kahi o ka wili weliweli me ʻoe i kēlā me kēia manawa, i kēlā me kēia lā.